Feelings: How do I feel? .#7

August 7, 2008 by Iyabo Asani  
Filed under Powerful Questions

Actually, this is a great question for today. I feel positive and excited about the possibilities. Yesterday, my computer crashed. It was hijacked and I was somewhat scared at first. I felt shock and I could not believe it. I discovered Twitter a couple of days ago and I was so hooked, it was not even funny. So, I first went through withdrawals from the computer. But then I kept checking my email and Twitter on my iphone. Well, I finally realized what was going on.

Last week, I had a coaching client whose computer had crashed and she was absolutely devastated. I coached her through it and we talked about appreciating our technology. Well, I did spend some time appreciating my technology. I even asked my husband about the back up system on the computer to make sure that my data was safe. I thought through it all and felt comfortable that we had McAffe anti virus software.

Well, I tend to leave a whole bunch of webpages and documents open on my computer at night and I never really power down my computer. I am always working on several things at the same time. So it turns out that the anti virus software did not have a chance to work as effectively as it could have.

So, I got this bug and interestingly enough, as I type this, I realize that I also had a bug yesterday. I caught some sort of summer cold or something. That is interesting. Two bugs in one day!

Anyway, back to my feelings. I think a few months ago or even a couple of years ago, I would have had a complete and thorough meltdown complete with temper tantrum and tears but now I am actually kind of amused. It is as if I almost saw it coming. The way God talks to me is through repetition. Yes, that is how I get many premonitions. I keep hearing the same thing over and over again, from different sources.

Another person I know lost everything on her computer this week. Anyway, this much I know, I told my client to handle it by being grateful and recognize that on some level, her computer crashing was consistent with her vibre and there must be some sort of silver lining. Guess what, the same applies to me. In the back of my mind, I was concerned about my computer and all the stuff on it.

In fact, now that I think about it, my premonition about it was so strong that I woke up in the middle of the night the previous night to write and post articles on Ezinearticles.com. I recently wrote the articles and they may have been lost, if I did not post them. So what a huge blessing. I am excited about that.

I really do want a new computer. I want a MAC computer. I have used Dell computers for as long as I can remember but when I fell in love with my ipod, I decided I love Apple’s technology. My iphone is probably the best piece of technology I have ever owned, before that was my nano ipod and before that was my classic ipod. So I am here to tell you that I am ready to make that complete switch to Apple. So I want to manifest this Mac computer with ease and grace.I want it to be a great experience using it. My husband also told me that Macs do not have the same level of problems that Microsoft based computers have as the hackers out there tend to focus on Microsoft. So there, I am on to a new MAC.

Now, this was not in the budget so I am talking it up and calling it to me and having a love relationship with my Mac in anticipation of receiving it in. I can have what I want and I love that feeling. Great possibilities are coming my way. Now, of course, I prefer that I manifested it when I first wanted it and easily transitioned into the new computer and blessed the old computer away, but….. we are still growing and learning!

How do you feel today?

Affirmation: I know how I feel and I feel great.